Monday, May 11, 2009

Emotions and other things.

Folks it has been a very hard week. Jim is now back home, but with all of the stuff going on. I am tired. The older son is too move this weekend. The younger son is going back to the group home Wednesday. Everyone is moving along and maybe going to do better.

I am emotional and can't seem to get it under control. The smallest things now can send me into a tail spin. I keep finding my self clamping my mouth shut and taking deep breaths. I have no patients with others at this point. I handle things pretty well as long as you don't add on to what is already a difficult time. Just don't rock the boat, because I am likely to push you over board. Because it is me. I use my bad temper too keep me going. It is the way I am. Clear the decks because here I come. Get out of my way. I have a job to do.



becomingkate said...

Keeping you in my thoughts, Roz! *hugs*

Fijufic said...

Roz I know you are loaded with uncertainty and anxiety.

You are loved.


susananne said...

We love you Roz and you are in our prayers xx

Serendipity said...

I'm going through the same thing - stay strong!