Wednesday, April 8, 2009

What too say?

Can't think of much that I care to write about. Jim is too see the doctor Friday. We know that radiation is going to be one treatment, and some chemo. I will of course go with him too this doctor and learn what I need too learn.

With these things one never really knows what to expect. Each person is different and the outcome can be good or bad. He saw his mental health person today. She gave him a number for the suicide hot line. He was insulted that she would think that he would take his own life. He said why bother killing himself since they seem to be doing a pretty good job of it for him. He is bitter and I understand.

They are always suprised that I am still with him after so many years and all that has happen in our lives. Am I the only one who thinks marriage is till death do us part? Seems that way.


Dorrie said...

my parents have been married 66 years. Today it's perhaps just too easy to give up and I'm glad you are not one of those.

Take care!! {hugs}

Fijufic said...

I'm here for you Roz. I know this isn't an easy path you are walking.


becomingkate said...

Thinking of you both, Roz! *hugs*

susananne said...

We are here for you Roz..i agree with you about the marriage vows too.

Soiled Dove said...

Question everything Roz. A great doctor will take the time to answer all.

Warm thoughts to you and yours. ~S~

Silentwhisper said...

Awe---Roz.Its one thing to go through cancer and treatment, but, another to watch a love one go through it-I feel so deeply for you, and Jim.

Although Jim might be bitter, rightfully so--he found some humour.You can tell him for me I had a chuckle when he mentioned his reply about the hot line.I believe he may be right about that-I've seen people go through chemo.I've heard however,pot helps with the side effects of the chemo treatment,lol.Not that Jim should go all out smoking the stuff now,lol,but I've heard--it helps.Too bad its against the law there.Apparently here in Canada you can use pot for medical reasons (only).Other than that it too is against the law.Although a slap on the wrist here you'd get.

Well anyway--enjoy the spring and sunny sky's.Waste not but have many coffees in the garden and pool your thoughts all around the both of you sipping your coffee around the simple pleasure surrounding you.

I expect to see lovely photos soon (big-warm-smiles).xo.

My thoughts and well wishes to you and Jim.